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4 Feb 05 capitol visit, nudity

Yesterday at the capitol went well enough. Jess and I got there butt-early so we spent time wandering around the building in our painful heels. For the most part, we hung out beside our poster and explained this past summer’s research program to people when they asked. I saw some folks I knew, like a professor from Western’s math department that had given a lecture on fractals to my Math Club in high school. Jess and I both spoke with our state representatives and received “citations” from them to honor our work. Apparently, I’m to get a blurb and a photo in my local newspaper as well, which my parents should enjoy.

I’m spending the weekend at my cousin’s house and thus I have to pack in a few minutes. I have quite a bit of homework but I’m not worried about it because I won’t mind doing it. I don’t really want to work on my CS programming assignment, though, because I’m stuck on a part of it. I’ll probably do that when I get back on Sunday night.

I was just joking around with Lora about my wanting to tell her one of my sexual fantasies; I kept giving away little details that weren’t particularly descriptive but sounded bad. It ended up degenerating into me shouting, “Nudity!” and her responding, “My ears!” This went on for a brief period until I decided I had to finish my slice of pizza.

10 Feb 05 school, work, and a t-shirt

Wow, it’s been several days since I last updated. Nothing terribly exciting has happened in my life, which I suppose I should be thankful for. Um, let’s see. I had a calculus test on Tuesday night and I’m still waiting for my grade. Hopefully I’ll get that next week. I’m very much looking forward to this weekend as I intend to get out and do some shopping, hitting up the mall and Barnes & Noble. I also plan to do an ass-ton of homework but, like last weekend, I’m not particularly concerned. I think I’ve adapted to the amount of homework assigned here as opposed to the load from high school. I got Lab 4 and Program 1 done; I plan to do, or at least begin, Program 2 this weekend.

My NIN shirt arrived and I quite like it. As I was half-expecting, someone commented on it when I wore it Tuesday; a girl in my honors class said that it was her favorite band and so of course I had to engage her in a conversation about her favorite album and songs of theirs.

Work is still going well. We’re wrapping up the work we’ve done on the Registrar’s section and I’m to begin work on other parts soon. I’ve yet to play Warcraft III with my coworkers, which seems to be a favorite pastime of theirs, simply because I leave at 5p to return to my room and do homework and they don’t ever play until after 5. I stayed late Wednesday to finish something for Joan but then just wanted to leave when 5:30 rolled around and so got a ride with Ike, thus avoiding the fifty-mile hike back to my side of campus.

My computer speakers are on their last leg of life, I think. If I play anything with much bass to it at a medium volume, they pop like no tomorrow. Then there’s the usual loud pop whenever I switch on a light or plug in something around here and the speakers are on. At least I have a good set of headphones, though I’m considering buying a smaller pair for use while walking around campus with my portable CD player. I need a constant stream of NIN, see.

You may have noticed that I now have a nifty rating thing from BlogHop.com at the bottom of the column to your right. Do vote, please.

Looks like my brother is out of luck. I was to purchase six UK basketball tickets for him today for the February 23 game against Auburn but they’re already sold out. What’s more, the Tennessee game two weeks later is also sold out. The only open games now are away games and the SEC tournament, which will be in Atlanta. Basketball is so incredibly huge at this school but I could care less. The other day in economics, fourteen people were given slips of paper with things like, “Hillary Duff concert” and “Muppets on Ice” written on them. They were to tell the class how much they would be willing to pay for what they had. One girl had “Final Four with UK playing, courtside seats” and said she’d go up to $100. Dr. Hoyt asked if anyone would pay higher than that; we maxed out at $2,000, I think it was. Craziness. I wonder what kind of reaction I’d have gotten had I been one of the fourteen up there and had I had the Final Four paper. “Um, probably $10 or $15,” might have caused an uproar.

Upon realizing that this particular set of skins looks terrible in Internet Explorer, I set it up so that a different skin is loaded in for IE users that looks decent in that cruddy browser. In the area where other skin options are displayed, however, instead of seeing IE-friendly choices, I have this:

I have different skins available for visitors that do not use Internet Explorer. I apologize for this inconvenience but I refuse to spend time creating styles that display nicely in IE but look crappy in other browsers, such as Firefox, because IE displays CSS and elements of HTML so incredibly differently than other browsers. This is not a good thing.

I recommend switching to another browser. For more information:

I think I’m going to create a new skin for this blog and then do some homework. I wonder what they’re serving in Commons this evening for dinner.

15 Feb 05 Two Problems with Christianity, as Discussed by Celsus

Currently in the United States, it can be difficult to hear any solid arguments against Christianity. To find some well-written polemic against this major religion, one might turn to the writings of the Greek philosopher Celsus. While Celsus sometimes appears uninformed regarding the objects of his criticism, he does also make several cogent arguments which he supports.

One of the better arguments that Celsus makes pertains to the idea that the miracles worked by Jesus were good and holy while the same acts done by others were the result of evil. Another shows how following Christian beliefs is silly because straight belief without reason is encouraged. These two arguments raise some interesting points about the beginnings of Christianity as well as the logic behind following it now.

“Is it not a silly sort of argument to reckon by the same works that one man is a god whilst his rivals are mere ’sorcerers’?” (Celsus, pp. 66) This is a good argument because if one cannot see any differences between two miracle workers, and one worker is said to be holy while the other fueled by evil, why should one believe that either miracle is better than the other due to which person did it? A similar example would be this: say a man who is known for being upright and moral donates money to charity, and another man, one who is known for breaking the law and being particularly stingy, also donates to charity. Would it not make sense to laud the actions of the stingy man at least as much, if not more, than the actions of the upright man? Although the upright man is contributing as much as the normally stingy man, it is in the upright man’s nature to act in such a fashion. Thus, it is less an occasion when the upright man donates to charity as compared to when the stingy man does. Should it not be the same in the case of the alleged sorcerers? If they were truly gaining their power from the devil, should the Christians not have celebrated how this manifestation of the devil’s power took on a beneficial form? In other words, perhaps the Christians should have counted their blessings that Satan was not making these sorcerers harm others in place of healing them.

Making claims that one man’s powers were evil while another’s were good, when both powers were used to the same end, would only confuse a person who was already torn about the new ideas of Christianity. “Why should we conclude from your argument that the sorcerers are worse than your god—that is if we take the testimony of Jesus about their powers seriously?” (Celsus, pp. 66)

Doing good acts that evidence your beliefs as a Christian is highly regarded. If someone does something that is considered good, that person should gain the respect that any Christian would for doing the same act. Thus, it is not logical for the Christians to have argued that when sorcerers worked miracles, the miracles should have been frowned upon, but when Jesus worked miracles, those miracles should have been commended. Furthermore, it seems to be hubristic of the Christians to assume that God had not given those “sorcerers” the same abilities as the apostles, which would allow them to work such miracles with the power of God, and not of Satan. How did the Christians know that the sorcerers’ powers came from Satan? Simply because he or she was not a Christian, the Christians assumed that any special power a sorcerer had must have come from an evil source. In this, the Christians were acting at the height of hubris by claiming to know the mind and desires of God. Other evidence that supports Celsus here is the very lack of evidence produced by the Christians: never once do they prove true their claims regarding Christ’s great works versus the great works of others.

There was also the obvious crux of knowing which person was good and which evil. If the Christians still claimed that the worker of the miracle mattered as much, if not more, than the miracle itself, then how was one to know which miracle worker could be trusted? Certainly, the ready answer would be that Jesus and his followers were the trustworthy miracle workers while any non-Christian was not. However, how would one have known a true Christian? If a person were to announce that he or she was a worker of miracles, then restore sight to a blind woman, should one assume that this miracle worker was a Christian because of the good deed he or she just did, or that the person was a terrible non-believer? What vital clue would give away the difference between a deceptive non-believer and an honest Christian? If the Christians could not have answered this, perhaps they should have rethought their policy on miracle working, if only for the sake of their current followers.

Furthermore, if the idea of a character like Satan is new to somebody, how can one expect him or her to realize that the works of Satan are not to be applauded like the works of a savior? Such a person might argue that if something as terrible as Satan works such miracles as healing the blind and raising the dead (Celsus, pp. 66), perhaps that thing is not so terrible. The idea that Satan ought to be as celebrated as Christ would be anathema to Christian beliefs, but to a pagan with no concept of a supreme evil force, the devil might seem to be simply another god. Perhaps a more vengeful and angry god than the other god of whom the Christians spoke, but might that not provide even more reason to worship this particular god in place of the one that appears more benevolent? If, upon first suggesting to a Christian that Satan was only another god, a recently converted pagan found him or herself rebuked in a sharp, disbelieving manner, might not that individual decide to take matters more into his or her own hands, as it were? That recent convert might well leap to the conclusion that this other god was much more feared by the Christians than the god claimed to be the father of Christ, and so begin to pay homage to this easily angered god in hopes of avoiding punishment for lack of respect. Such a result would have appalled a more informed Christian but it might well have been possible due to the lack of logical support of the policy on the working of miracles and the workers of such miracles.

Celsus not only attacks the claim that Christ’s works must be differentiated from those of so-called sorcerers, but also the story of the resurrection. “Doubtless you will freely admit that these other stories are legends, even as they appear to me; but you will go on to say that your resurrection story, this climax to your tragedy, is believable and noble.” (Celsus, pp. 67) He argues that the story of Jesus’ resurrection cannot be believed because only two delirious women saw the risen Christ. This is sound as one cannot expect the masses which one wants to convert to believe a tale if the only evidence of that tale’s truth comes from the mouths of obviously hysterical people. One knows that people do not come back from the dead. Thus, if the Christians wanted this story to be believed, they should have backed it with more evidence than they did. The fact that they do not, however, leads to the next good argument that Celsus makes: following a doctrine based upon blind belief without looking for logic inherent in the doctrine is bad.

“Their favorite expressions are ‘Do not ask questions, just believe!’ and: ‘Your faith will save you!’ ‘The wisdom of this world,’ they say, ‘is evil; to be simple is to be good.’” (Celsus, pp. 54) To Celsus, this is a bad argument because it goes against how he thinks. To him, belief is the weakest form of argument; every claim should be backed up by solid facts that are indisputable. This manner of thinking is timeless as there are ways of breaking the idea that “belief conquers all,” which the Christians seemed to embrace. Believing in a thing does not make it real. Perhaps the Christians realized this and their mandate of “just believe, do not question,” was more of a public relations job than an order based upon a very idealistic way of looking at the universe. As a public relations attempt, it seems to be effective: capture the attention of the great many people who have no interest in analyzation and then order them to not do what they have no inclination to do anyway. That is, make it a wrong thing to question the rationality of one’s beliefs. This mandate might also be a self-preservation technique: if one realizes that the basis for one’s dogma cannot stand on facts alone, and one is in a society where philosophy and logic are held in high regard, to preserve one’s dogma, a possibility is to make analysis out to be a bad thing, at least among the dogma’s followers. Those who do not agree with the notion that belief is more solid than reason will not be persuaded into following a dogma that embraces such a concept.

So it is within writings from centuries ago that reasonable argumentation against Christianity is found. While others have surely attempted to dissect this religion since, Celsus’ points and his supporting evidence still have merit. It is startling that the Christians had left such issues unresolved as the ones which Celsus attacked, although coming up against such logical debate would certainly have helped the religion to grow. Since such holes in the fabric of the religion, at least in its logic, were pointed out by Celsus, those who argued for the sake of Christianity could then reason out how such issues might be explained. Not only would Christianity then attract the sort of people that it originally did, but it would also be more attractive to those with minds similar to Celsus in their analyticity. Thus, while Celsus’ goal may have been to destroy Christianity by illuminating its flaws, he indeed helped it by allowing its reasoning to be restructured.

17 Feb 05 to be brained by a CremeSaver

I watched Mujeres al borde de un ataque de nervios last night for Spanish with Lora. While it started out kind of dully, I ended up quite liking it. It escalated throughout and everybody tied in with everybody else, which is always nice. Next I’d like to see The Village because Steve and Lora love it while Dan hates it; I have to know whether it sucks or is great.

Hmm, updates:
- I was pleasantly surprised to find that I already know how to do what we’re doing in calculus now, thanks to my Complete Idiot’s Guide to Calculus.
- The folks over in the Registrar’s office apparently love what Joan (my boss) and I have done with the site, so it might possibly go live tomorrow. I hope so, as the current pages are pretty sucky.

And homework:
- Study for an economics test I’ll have Tuesday.
- Read more in Confessions by Saint Augustine for honors. We’ll have a quiz on Tuesday.
- Do my calculus for tomorrow.
- Write Lab 5 and Program 2 for CS.

I’ll be staying on campus again this weekend to study for my economics test, although I’m not worried about it because economics rocks. Steve’ll be around this weekend, too, so maybe I’ll get to hang out with him some. I haven’t seen the guy in forever. I need to email my cousin and check up on how Julia’s doing, as well as how the adoption mess is proceeding.

I quite like “They” by Jem, which I kept hearing on MTVU over in Commons every time I’d eat there. I finally looked it up on radio blog club, which is a wonderful site.

I went to CS lecture today and nearly got brained by a flying hard candy. My professor, in an effort to make us respond to his questions, bribes us with candy. Since we’re in a large lecture hall, though, he doesn’t walk up to each person and passively hand him or her the prize. No, we’ve got Snickers and CremeSavers whizzing past our ears as we frantically scribble notes, using our massive textbooks as shields.

Or perhaps that’s too exciting a portrait, because for the most part, people are just sleeping or doing other homework. My life isn’t really threatened each time I attend CS lecture. That’s sad, too, I guess, since I need some excitement of the candy-flinging type.

Kentucky weather is stupid. Not two days ago, I was walking around in shorts and a t-shirt. Outside. Now, however, it’s 20°F and I’m in a scarf, gloves, hat, coat… The whole deal. Darn February temperatures. I hear we’re to have snow tomorrow, too.

25 Feb 05 my poltergeist loves Tim McGraw

You ought to see my knuckles. They’re so dry that they’ve actually cracked open in spots and bleed. It’s really pretty annoying but no amount of lotion seems to help. I guess I’ll just have to wait until winter’s over.

I got my first paycheck from work today: $189, which immediately went into the bank. I also received a thing back from housing saying they’d received my application but lacked a fire suppression form. I’ll probably get that turned on Monday, perhaps before I go to work.

I’ll be spending the majority of tomorrow helping out with Engineering Day for the freshman. Jess will be acting as a kind of hostess to a presentation on various CS subjects while my job, as I understand it, will be to talk a bit and give tours around one of the engineering buildings. Next Friday, I’m to be one of the proctors in a high school programming contest.

Lora, Ashlee, Jess, and I just finished our movie night. We watched A Beautiful Mind first and I loved it. The Grudge came next and it was okay, but I think I’ll sell it back/return it to the used CD place that I bought from today. Anyway, the movies themselves aren’t the point; country music is. Specifically, country music coming from my speakers when I didn’t have any music playing. If you’re not familiar with The Grudge, it takes place in Tokyo and country music so does not fit in any of the scenes. This didn’t keep the four of us from hearing Martina McBride’s “This One’s For the Girls” during a scene that was supposed to be scary. Basically, we were cracking up throughout the entire film. We checked my alarm clock radio; it was off and it wasn’t set to a country station anyway. I checked all my desktops and ran a check to see which processes were running. Nothing. At the end of the film, we paused it and the country kept going. Shutting off the speakers did stop it, though. To be able to hear it, you have to turn the volume up to the max on both the speakers and on the computer. I guess my speakers are somehow picking up interference from a local country station.

While at the used CD store, I also picked up a cheap version of the first season of Futurama and the movie Se7en which I’ve heard is great. I may watch it tomorrow.